There's nothing I can say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain the tears they cry

Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's now like that now

This time I'll never let you go

A week had gone by quickly and life had gone back to somewhat normal.

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'Cause I am due for a miracle

I'm waiting for a sign

I'll stare straight into the sun

And I won't close my eyes

Till I understand or go blind

The minutes passed and there was no sign of the doctor that was supposed to come and meet them.

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Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal

Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel

My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up

And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white

They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone

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How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We're so close

To reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this one's not pretend

Let's go on dreaming though we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far...

Vanessa's first reaction was to scream.

The sound escaped her lips before she even realised it.

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Don't know how

But I'll get by

Slowly pull myself together

''You will not speak, you will not move. I have something in my pocket and if you as much as breath too loud it's going to be against your head in a second.''

It really doesn't help to think that it will all be over soon.

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Nothing comes easily

Where do I begin?

Nothing can bring me peace

I've lost everything

I just want to feel your embrace

There's nothing worse.

You sit in the backseat of a car. You know it's a car.

You don't know if it's dark blue or bright yellow.

You can't see the inside of the car.

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I'm on my knees

Only memories

Are left for me to hold

It would all be over soon.

It would all be over soon.

The words kept replaying in Zac's head and he didn't even like it to stop.

For at least the tenth time the door opened and the man stepped in.

''You know what I realised just a minute ago?'' he asked.

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Nothing comes easily

Fill this empty space

Nothing is like it was

Turn my grief to grace

The rest of the day went slowly for Zac. The man had left him alone.

Zac was hungry. Every part of his body hurt and he had actually thrown up a couple of times.

He wanted to go home.

He wanted to be anywhere but here.

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I feel the cold

Loneliness unfold

Life from another world

When Zac came to all he could feel was pain.

His chest felt like it was on fire and the pain in his stomach didn't really feel good either.

He moved his head a little and regretted it the second he did it.

He moved his arm to touch his head and found blood.

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Come what may

I won't fade away

But I know I might change

Dylan had fallen asleep on the couch. Starla sat opposite of him, watching as he slept. His breathing was even and he looked kinda cute, lying there.

It felt so unreal. One of her sons was sleeping there peacefully, the other was nowhere to be seen.

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